And did something really stupid I opened the
door and went back to the kitchen……
Sanskar was arranging glasses in the
shelf when I asked him “I think this fits well, how do I look?”
***
Sanskar turned back to look at me,
and he stood still for a while, I was standing around 8 steps from him, I
repeated “How do I look you dint answer.” He smiled and oscillated his head 3
time and said “amm ……hot and gorgeous”. I laughed and said “I felt I was
looking sexy”
Now he took 6 steps towards me and
folded his hands saying “You look sexy in sari, there is a difference”. I repeated “Sari ” and he nodded smiling. We
were looking at each other for a minute saying nothing.
Suddenly I guess, I became aware of
the circumstances as he further took a step towards me, he was standing too
close and my mind started racing with multiple probabilities, what did I say, why did I use the word sexy
and what it may mean to him, how is he going to react I took a step back I
started to feel nervous. Sanskar’s
expressions were not appearing normal, he was breathing in an intense pattern,
he again moved a step towards me and I took another step back to maintain
distance, at the edge of becoming panic, I asked in a shrill voice “What are
you up to?”
He
said “Looks like you have guessed it right!” this time he was quick, he took
his right hand around my waist and with left he held my arm. I widened my eyes Oh god is he going to kiss me. No….. why is it happening now….I started
shivering this would be the first time…..
I am not sure, if I was ready for it . Should I stop him?, half of my mind
wanted to go with the flow and rest was confused. Just to calm down my mind,I
took a deep breath and I closed my eyes. I said to myself I love him, let it happen. I felt his exhalations on my chin, he
moved his face slowly to my left and whispered “Marry me !!!!”
As soon as he said this, he released
the grip and took a few steps back. I opened my eyes… in shock . He stood there
folding his hands.
I said “Did you just say …..Marry
me?” , he nodded.
I was still in shock, I walked few
steps left and then right and then asked him again “You said marry me ?” he
smiled and said “Yes” I shook my head in a sense of confusion “You …….you just
proposed for marriage , Isn’t this too fast……” and he said giggling “I feel we should have been married by now.”
“What
if I say NO ?” I asked.
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