Friday, December 2, 2016

I JUST KNEW ! Part 12




“Okay Shreya, I guess that explains everything you can stop now”  Said Sumedh in a very peculiar manner.

“I dint understand, what do you want to say? ” I enquired.

“Well I have seen you first time eating chilly chicken with kheer (dessert made up of milk and rice), you see the tomato sauce is almost 1.5 inch beside it …. Ammm in your plate” and he laughed. “You know you are completely out of your mind, now tell me whom you met recently in the party.”

I gave him a weird expression looking at the sky and shaking my head. He kept laughing.

Sakshi added “Didi is everything alright you look a bit lost?”

Everyone was enjoying the lavish dinner, while I was constantly waiting for something to happen without having the slightest clue of it. That feeling of being bamboozled was weird I just wanted something good to happen which could lift my mood, I was all of a sudden feeling low when we started having dinner. May be it was a mood swing.

Sakshi shook me again “Didi are you all right?” I said “Yes I am fine; I am just not feeling hungry.”  I had no clue what had got into me, after I saw Sanskar.  I was feeling partially lost, a bit upset and guilty. Sakshi was trying hard to lift my mood “Didi I think we should try some different starters or  Chaaat there is a pani puri counter lets go there..”

And I nodded, we went to the pani puri counter and I had a few pani puri. Sakshi asked me again “Didi what is it? I heard that the marriage proposal with Sanskar was called off. Is that bothering you?” For a moment I felt as if she is reading my mind. I took some time and then  spoke “Yes may be that is the reason, and I am the reason that the proposal was called off.”

“I do not understand, it was all from his family right?
and when did they ask for your opinion?
 I have heard your dad saying that he was waiting for their response before he would ask you for your opinion. ” Said Sakshi as we were moving back to the table where all our family members were seated for dinner.

“I will explain while we go back home ” I felt someone listening me standing just behind, I turned to find Sumedh standing there “How come are you here I demanded. ” Sumedh pointed his plate it had 3 sets of dahi wadas ( North indian snack)  and said “I got another two plates for you two, try they are good.”  I picked one and started munching on hoping he hasn’t heard anything we spoke earlier. However I was wrong “So we three are going in the same car back, I want to know what’s wrong with my favorite cousin, and I don’t want to see her upset. Especially when she is looking so gorgeous”  Sumedh said having his Dahiwada.

I said “Okay! but it should be among three of us, please…as mom and dad know nothing about it.”

He said “You can trust me with that Shreya, You already have too many secrets of mine you can blackmail me if needed, Just let me know if I need to punch that Sanskar’s face,
 did he hurt you? "

I said “NO, He dint do anything. I just want to talk to him once.”


Both of them gave me a shocking look, “Really, but why … or what ?” Said Sumedh.
I curved my lips and raised my shoulder “I don’t know exactly, But I just want to talk to him.”

“Okay then let me think a bit, I feel I can plan out something.” he said confidently.

We completed dinner soon and it was time for us to leave to home. Sumedh said to his dad “Papa I just need to talk to a friend I just met can you people wait ?”
His dad asked “how long will it take.”
He replied “Just another 30 mins .”
Uncle Shivendra looked at Sakshi who was eating an ice cream and said “Okay then I will take your mom and uncle aunty along with me. You get these two girls home safely. ”

“Sure” said Sumedh.  As our parents left Sumedh asked us to sit at the same table for sometime and left, He appeared with Sanskar with in another 15 mins and as he approached us he said “Lets go girls, Sanskar said he would help us to take out our car from parking.”

I was all cold and numb as we started walking towards the parking lot, there were too many Cars and vehicles parked. Sumedh and Sakshi were walking just beside me while, we were following Sanskaar who was walking in front of us at a distance.

“What’s the number of vehicle ” Sanskar asked looking at us, “Its AP09  aa there is it ” sumedh said pointing his finger towards a random direction, Sanskar started looking at the same direction soon Sumedh murmured in my ears. “Now go and talk to him, we are going to move ahead”
and he took Sakshi arm and walked  in front of me  crossing Sanskaar. This time Sanskar followed them and I started walking just behind Sanskar.

My heart was pounding.. it was beating too fast for an instant I thought to hold his hand to stop him. But I never did have so many guts. I just kept looking at his face while he was consistently looking forward.

I wanted the saga to continue for a really long period. However soon we reached our vehicle and Sanskar called up a guard to drive it out of the parking lot there were few other vehicles hindering the route, somehow the guard managed it to pull out.

I got another 2 mins with Sanskar as we walked out of the parking area, I gathered all my energy and somehow managed to say “Sanskar”.  He turned towards me and I was frozen again.


 Mean while Sakshi and Sumedh got into the Car and I was wondering what went wrong, I was supposed to say something, I had enough time and I couldn’t find guts to speak out. Then I thought but what did I want to say to him. May be I want to be friends with him. Or I want to explain him that I never wanted him to say no to the proposal. May be it all went wrong, can we meet once and restart again afresh.

They were waiting for me. Sanskaar moved to the driver seat where Sumedh was seated and shook hands with him saying “I hope you all enjoyed the dinner.”
Sumedh said “Shreya please get into the car”  and all three looked at me. I got into the car, Sanskar checked and closed the door of car again which wasn’t properly, and moved to a distance waving his hand I kept staring him doing nothing.


Sumedh drove us all the way back, none of them questioned me. I was calm throughout till I reached home. We went to Sakshi’s room and after changing, I got into the bed. Sakshi was trying to ask something “Didi are you..”  I interrupted her and said “Good night Sakshi. I am very tired let’s talk tomorrow.” And I covered my face with a blanket, so that she couldn’t figure out that I wasn’t sleeping.
 However I fell asleep pretty early and when I was awake it was already 7:00 AM. I checked Sakshi and Sumedh were still asleep I rushed to my mom’s room with my pair of clothes and got ready as every morning mom and aunt used to leave for temple I joined them and left.

Aunt Snehal said “This is so nice shreya of you. You are very religious, why don’t you teach something to your sister. Sakshi never listens, whenever I ask her to come along for temple visit, she never wakes up early in first case.”

My mom wasn’t able to digest all of that. She added “ It’s nothing like that may be this girl was in a mood of going to temple today she too never wakes up early on a holiday be it for temple or any other reason”

I said “Mom is right Aunty ji ” and smiled thinking I am here so that I could just escape the questions from Sumedh and Sakshi. Sakshi may not ask me much but Sumedh, he planned a lot yesterday for me. He is definitely going to demand me why I didn’t use the opportunity well.


We visited four temples, The Ganesh temple and then the Durga Mata temple, a small Shiva temple which were near to each other then we had to walk for around 1.5 KM to reach Radhe-Krishna Mandir  which was Big and Very beautiful there was a huge crowd certainly because it was a Sunday. We offered our prayers and spent some time at every temple performing the rituals. It was such a peace of mind Visiting these places I felt as if I became calmer from inside and was at solace however that was all going in my head as we started back to home I felt too hungry we reached home at 10:30 and I thought we haven’t cooked anything yet what am I going to eat we had lot of Prasad with us but we had to share it with everyone back home so I cannot start munching on it.

 As we reached home we found Dad and Uncle Shivendra arranging plates with fruits and Masala Dosa (they got it parceled from nearby tiffin center) for breakfast and that was second time I understood what is peace of mind.

My mobile kept beeping while I was having my breakfast, I picked it up as soon as I completed my breakfast. All those messages were from Sumedh.


7:45
Where are you ?

8:16
Oh the mice has run away with his mom

10:00
Someone was about to tell what happened last night. She can forget, I remember every question I had in my mind.

10 40
I hope you are going to talk after the breakfast

10:41
Eat EAT … …


I looked at sumedh, He gave me a wink and pointed his thumb towards Sakshi’s room. Oh I cannot escape now I thought.

We moved to Sakshi’s room and gathered lazily on the bed Sakshi said “Now its only 3 of us can we hear the whole story ?” Sumedh added “from the beginning”

I narrated them how I met Sumit and my love story which lasted for 3 years and how the day I met Sanskar for the first time was messy and full of confusion.

“So now Sumit is married, he tricked you all the while, huhh??” came from Sumedh.

“I don’t know, May be or may be not you are listening the story from my end. I would definitely be biased to my part right?” I said.

“But didi, This means Sanskar was misguided he dint knew that you already went through the breakup” concluded Sakshi.

“Hmm, but what if he genuinely dint like me and called off that proposal. That can happen right and now I don’t find that it would help even if he knew. He would think I am just playing around. And moreover he might be seeing someone else. There is possibility for anything” I replied.

“And you dint even utter a word last night after Sanskar appeared. Did you ?” Sumedh said.

I nodded

“So what was wrong, why dint you talk, and whatwas it you wanted to tell him that you broke up with summit and you are single it was a confusion you couldn’t clear that day.” Sumedh said


“May be I wanted to say all of that. But I couldn’t. I was numb yesterday” I said feeling disheartened again.

“Shreya what do you want now, what exactly is going on in your head?” Sumedh asked me.


 “I don’t know how to put this but I feel, I am falling for Sanskar.” I felt as if I realized it only when Sumedh was questioning me, and it just came out of my mouth.

Tuesday, November 22, 2016

I JUST KNEW ! Part 11



25th July


It was 4:00 PM, I looked at my watch, standing outside a meeting room, inside my office I wondered how long would it take for my boss to complete his call. I was waiting to inform him that I need to leave early today as we have to take a bus which was around 6: 30 PM. I was thinking about the luggage packing part. It was like 7 to 8 times my mom reminded me to pack everything last day, Haa lazy me. I even need to buy a mascara and a little dark shade lip gloss and Sakshi has demanded to get so many other cosmetics along with a T shirt no idea when I am going to buy all of them.

Sudheer finally opened the door of the room and enquired “Yes Shreya, Anything Urgent?”

I replied “Sudheer, I have bus at 6 PM . I need to leave early today I am planning to leave right away I have a few pending items to be done. Can I ?”

As usual my boss was not convinced by that “But you are on planned leave from tomorrow for around 8 to 9 days I suppose and you want to leave early today?”

He made an angry Bull dog face, I gave him cute puppy face. He finally said “OK fine, Go but I am not accepting any … any… not even a single leave apart from those you applied the vocation are not allowed to get extended.”

I said “Sure sir.” Well that puppy face always works I thought.

I reached a nearby mall and picked up random 3 tops and then went to health and glow for the cosmetics. I Made a bill of 7000/- that was huge when I saw the items in my basket I felt damn why are cosmetics this costly. I asked the owner “Don’t we get anything for free or any % discount on this much bill.” He was smiling then describing a lot about the product quality trying to convince me that the amount of products are reasonable. However I won at the end of the discussion I could get a body lotion medium pack, a stole and a pair of earring for free.



As I reached home, it was 6 PM dad and mom were already ready with luggage and tiffin boxes in the cab we booked, to the bus stand. I rushed to my room ignoring all that my mom was shouting about the delay, She came along I threw all the items in the bag which was partially packed by mom she was saying “I have already added three party wear dresses 2 saree and your t shirts and pajamas ”

Then I said “what about comb, tooth brush and my daily kit? And yes the jewelries ” The angry expression of mom face explained everything it took another 3 mins to pack the rest of the items and I couldn’t change my dress I had to join the cab right away dad locked the door behind with final checks of gas cylinder knob and other switches and doors.

While mom kept shouting about my last min rush, I took out my phone and updated on FB –“On the way to Warangal.. time for vocation” and texted Sakshi
We've started from home meet you for dinner tonight sweetie, do update me what all we are going to have in dinner lolz.:)

We reached Sakshi’s Place at around10: 40 PM. It was changed a bit yet the same old rituals Snehal Aunty first pour some oil at the door steps and then we were allowed to go in. As soon as I went in I hugged Aunt Snehal and then both my cousins Sumedh  and Sakshi who started bugging me as soon as we hugged. “What did you get for me? Which color T shirt... did you forget ?” and so on…

We had a superb authentic south Indian dinner on a banana leaf. There is something about these banana leaves they enhance the taste of food I feel. Later on I moved to Sakshi’s room though it was 2 AM in the morning I had to unpack my bag and show her everything I shopped that day and our gossips & discussion about what to wear for the marriage function next day continued till morning 5 AM.

I had no clue at what time exactly I slept, I felt like it was a rainy day and I am in my dream, I could feel a cold breeze of air, and then all of a sudden there was drizzling I was trying hard to find shelter and still I was getting drenched and then I heard in loud voice.

“You idiot, stop it …AAAAAAA I’ll Kill you” soon I realized it was a familiar voice, I tried hard to open my eyes it was Sakshi shouting at Sumedh who was pouring water from the sprinkler on both of us.

“Your mom said you always wake up at around 6 30 AM, its 11 AM.  Ma and aunty are making lunch already and you guyz are soooo sleepy” he was laughing on both of us.

“Holiday effect” I said “We will be ready in no time, thanks for waking us”.

Sakshi and Sumedh kept quarrelling. While I moved to the washroom.

I had a really lazy day post lunch either I was talking to the family spending leisure time or watching TV soon it was evening and we had to start getting dressed up for the marriage event. Though my dad gave us a dead line of 7:00 PM we were not able to be completely ready by 8:00 PM. While Sakshi wore a pink color ghagra I decided to wear a multi colored Saree with similar bangles and simple jewelry. We shared both cosmetics and jewelries I borrowed her Jhumkas  which were going good with the combination. I applied some make up and soon Sakshi was waiting for me to do her make up. It was fun to use all those cosmetics, I was using all those statements which the “Health and glow” Showroom owner told me to describe the quality and my taste of cosmetics that I bought for her.



There were 2 Taveras ready for us we slipped into the middle seat of one and started chatting. I was complimenting Sakshi’s  and sumedh was teasing both of us saying “we are late all because of you two and you both are not even bothered ”

It was true we weren’t we dint even check if my mom or Sakshi’s mom or dad got seated or what they have wore we continued our discussions “You look stunning Sakshi, you know I like these baby pink and peach color they are making such good combinations” I said
While Sakshi replied “didi you have no clue you are looking gorgeous, we need 2 bodygaurds for you , So that no boys follow you from the party ” and we were giggling. While Sumedh turned the volume of radio to high to get rid of our non-sense discussions.

We reached the venue in half an hour. As we gathered inside there was crowd of people few families were having dinner few were just sitting, most of the people were gathering near the newly wedded couple for photographs , Uncle Shivendra (Sakshi’s dad) Asked us to go to the stage get some picture clicked along with family and give away the gift wishing them as we were already late he dint want to wait further.

We all moved towards the stage as we were getting close to our turn, Sakshi’s said “Didi , look at your right Sanskaar … he is looking at you.”


For a moment I felt my hands went numb. I turned towards my right and found Sanskar in Cream colored kurta and dark blue jeans with a tika on his fore head. He was looking very smart. My heart skipped a beat.

It was only 5 second of eye contact and then he turned his face towards the couple. I moved ahead we greeted the couple , took pictures and gave away the gift while coming down from the stage I found myself looking in different directions just to have another glimpse of Sanskar.


I thought “God those 5 secs of eye contact !!!!!”

Thursday, November 17, 2016

I JUST KNEW ! Part 10



7th July

I informed my mom that I am going to see a friend of mine near a gym, and will be back soon  and I want Upma in my breakfast. She enquired how will I be managing to go to office. I said I will be taking off today so not to worry. Mom was so happy.


It was 7: 00 AM in morning I woke up really early that day. Feeling determined that I am going to first slap across Sumit’s face and then question him regarding not taking my calls.

I reached RP signal at MG road and found Sumanyu was waiting there, with his Bike for an instance I felt he is being too friendly. However it was me who wanted his help so I am not supposed to judge him that way I thought.

“Hey Good morning Shreya ” Sumanyu greeted as he saw me walking towards him.

“Good morning” I replied “I hope I am not late”.
To which he said “ Not at all he will be here in another 15 to 20 mins, Its just that sometimes he shows up early.” He paused for a while and looked towards the entrance of the building standing just in front of us, entrance was connected to a staircase, it was 4 story building, where the Gym was at top floor. Sumanyu pointed his hand towards a Lane on my right saying “he comes from there.”

I nodded.

We were waiting for another as 10 mins passed. Now I was worried if he was going to show up today. I teased Sumanyu saying “I hope you aren’t on his side and playing some prank on me”

 He laughed “Firstly I am not on any side, I genuinely wanted to help you. Ofcourse Sumit is my friend but you too are my friend, I don’t know what exactly you want to talk, or sort out but all I want to tell you is to move on in your life you are a very nice girl, and ”

I said “Okay, I see a lot of philosophy there… what did you have in your breakfast”

He smiled “I am yet to have my breakfast.” All of a sudden his facial expressions changed and he started staring at a distance , I turned towards the same direction to see Sumit walking towards the building and he noticed both of us.

He slowed down as he found me looking at him. As he approached us Sumanyu said “Hey Buddy.” Sumit din’t respond to him and was constantly looking towards me. I felt something weird in my stomach.


Sumit was calm for around 2 min then he mumbled “Hello Shreya, How are you?”
So you remember me I though and said “very good”

“How come are you here” Sumit asked.

To which  Sumanyu answered “She was enquiring about the gym”
“Oh, So you are planning to join the Gym” Said Sumit, looking at me “fee structure is good here. And….”.
 I smiled and said “I have already checked them out on the internet, thanks.
By the way congratulations I got to know that you are getting engaged.”
Sumit didn’t look surprised he started looking down as if figuring out what to say next.
Sumanyu said “I think I should give you guys some space” and started walking to and fro looking at his mobile.

Sumit looked into my eyes and said “Shreya I know I have been behaving really….mmmmm not nice to you …” and he went numb ……….completely silent.

You know what, its awful…You did not become a celebrity after the breakup, Sumit you had no rights to keep me waiting or testing my patience, it was not justified I haven’t done anything that you could hurt me like this …after all these years of friendship and time we had spent…. not taking my calls was worst of all……. you could have at least spoke to me once……..I was framing up sentences but I couldn’t say anything
.
I don’t know what in me stopped me from getting violent or angry I knew I wanted to shout at him my mind was racing with so many questions I wanted to shoot all of them on him. But I kept calm. And then I said “ I don’t think any of our discussion matters now, mmm all the best for your engagement .. Marriage …good luck, I need to leave now Good bye”

I turned and walked towards Sumanyu to tell him bye. “I am sorry Shreya ” was sumit’s last line but I dint react, I kept walking as if I never heard it.

I said “Thanks Sumanyu and bye I need to leave”. Sumanyu said “I dint expect that, you are either too nice or too patient that was very decent ….whatever you said, You know I would have taken you out for lunch someday but …”

I raised my eyebrows and he continued “My Girlfriend would kill me, I have already told her that I had crush on you long back.”

I laughed and greeted him Bye again and left.


It took me another 30 mins by auto to reach home. I went straight to the  kitchen where I  found mom making some sweet dish the aroma was filled in the room. I asked “Anything special??”

Mom Replied “Baby it’s very special, I am making Carrot Halwa (A famous Indian desert) for your dad and your Upma is ready. Why don’t you call your dad for breakfast I am not sure, why he didn’t come to dining room yet?”

I nodded and wondered why dad hasn’t left yet to office, as he always leave early on Fridays. I went to their bed room and saw dad wrapping some rectangular box in gift wrapping paper and suddenly realized
Its 7th July their marriage anniversary this is disgusting I forgot the day and dint plan anything. Thank god I took an off today.
I stood beside dad and said “What’s it dad , Saree ???”


My dad smiled and said “Yes, you want to see ? ” I replied “ofcourse” .  Dad was unable to Wrap it I said “ I’ll check and wrap it for you Papa, what else have you planned for the day? Going late to office or half day working? ”

Dad laughed and said “You know when your mom said I am making your favorite gajar ka halwa, It was then I realized that it’s our anniversary today, She always makes my favorite dessert on this day, thank god I planned to buy this gift 10 days back. I haven’t planned anything apart from this,But yes after knowing that you are taking off today. I called up my director to inform that I’ll be on leave today”.
 “That’s called chain reaction ” I said “By the way dad, I have planned something , We can go for a movie, I was checking for its review last night and can have lunch at the Dawatt Restaurant it’s near the theatre around 2 Km . What do you say?”
Meanwhile we heard mom calling both of us “where are you people the breakfast is ready.”

Dad looked at me “That’s Perfect it’s been months we went for movie , however don’t let your mom know that I dint remembered anything . I planned this Outing OK ?”

I smiled “OK”. The saree was beautiful and I completed the wrapping handed it over to dad and we moved to the dining room.

As we reached the table mom was sitting there I took chair opposite to her while dad hugged her saying “Happy Anniversary dear” and gave her the gift. Mom wished him back. It was amusing to see mummy unwrapping the gift with such delight on her face. She praised dad’s choice and color of the Saree the garment quality. I kept smiling.
And prompted
“Happy anniversary to both of you, So dad what’s next? ”
We started having breakfast and he took a while and said “We will be going for a movie then , lunch at dawatt”  looking at mom. Mom smiled and added “first we’ll go to the temple and then the rest of the places so, post breakfast just bath and be ready”

I exclaimed “Yayy …. Movie , popcorns  yippeeee”.

The day was perfect I felt so lighter. As if so many burdens were all of a sudden vanished. First the Project, then Sumit…. I felt at ease thinking it wasn’t easier to forgive and forget but holding on wasn’t of any benefit. I am going to enjoy the rest of the day. I looked at mom who was spoon feeding halwa to both of us, Ah I have the best parents in the world I thought.

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Wednesday, November 16, 2016

I JUST KNEW ! Part 9

Part - 9

My mom opened the door, as I was about to ring the doorbell. May be she heard my footsteps, She hugged me saying “God I was so worried about you, are you alright, you might be tired” her eyes were in tears.
I felt so warm Mothers they are always so loving and caring so concerned about their kids I thought. Dad was standing at a distance and looking me at. I said “Shall we eat ? Mom I am so much hungry, what did you make for dinner by the way?” Dad smiled and we all gathered to start our dinner.



I loved the sambhar rice, they were my favorite meal be it any season with appadams crisps homemade  they added the best taste, I wasn’t hungry at all but the food was great, I ate really well. As we completed the dinner.  I moved to clean up the the dining table dad was still sitting there it was almost 12 now. I asked him “Dad aren’t you sleepy ?”

Dad said “I was planning to tell you this tomorrow but,  I feel it’s better that I..”
I started making funny faces and looked towards mom and said “Mom please ask dad not to create all these suspense, it’s really late and I am very sleepy ”

Dad and mom looked at each other making me feel a little puzzled. Then he begun, “I was waiting for a response from Sanskar's family from long time,and so I called his dad today”
I was now keen to know what response did they give
“And …… What did he say?”

Dad replied “They said Sanskar probably needs some time he haven’t made uphis mind for marriage, they were giving pretty silly reasons and said they have to call off the proposal.”

I was a little disheartened. May be even my expressions changed my mom added “It’s OK, we can find better match , and family for our daughter, that guy is definitely a big head one, may be just because he is earning good , any ways I didn't find him that great and …. ”

My dad interrupted her “do we really need to discuss all of that ? Of Course we will find someone better for her”.

I felt really bad, however It was majorly my fault not Sanskars that everything was now called off and my parents,... they were just blaming him. I said “Dad It’s all okay, I think we must sleep now it’s midnight and I am really very tired.”

I picked all 3 plates washed them rinsed and kept them in pot stand, Then left to my room both my parents didn't move a bit. I said “Good Night Ma Papa” they replied “Good night” and then stood and left.

I was waiting for all the lights to get turned off , then I closed the door of my room and started weeping, though I knew all of this was supposed to happen, I had no clue what in me made me feel so treacherous. I tried hard to sleep yet nothing worked. I got up and sat checked my mobile it was 2:00 AM right then I decided I am taking an off tomorrow I am going to eat a lot and sleep tomorrow. I have been working way too much.
This is really common about me I always work and then go in a mode of self pity.

While making all these decisions I thought I have whole day tomorrow, so lets divert my mind and watch some movie or latest promos of some movie. I’ll check out if there is some good one in theatres nearby. I will take mom along, we can have a good outing tomorrow, we can even have a lunch or evening snacks and ....

While I was checking promos of new movies released. I logged into FB in another tab.
And surprised to see 11 new messages out of which most were from Sumanyu




JULY 5TH, 11:20PM

Sumanyu : HI

ME: Hi


Thursday 10:30PM

Sumanyu : I am so sorry there was some network error shreya.

I wanted to ask you what went wrong between you two ??


Last day I got an invite from Sumit .....his engagement.

Actually He met me.....
we go to the same GYM. Even I asked him about you couple of times however he never did speak,


Yesterday all he said was you broke up with him and there is some family pressure so he do not have other option.

he is getting engaged to some of his family friend .
When did you guys broke up.

Are you OK ?

Look I really liked you, I don’t know what to say. But in any case you need any help I am there.





Wow, Now that’s some really good information I thought And so was the reason why that son of a …. Shreya stop using swear words...so sumit was not taking my call for same reason. We were so close friends he could have explained me anyway. I want an answer, this is bad. I should see him. I decided.

I pinged sumanyu asking the details of the gym. And sumanyu contact number.

I dropped the idea of movie and lunch and thought its friday tomorrow I ll postpone it to saturday and take mom and dad along. First I need to meet Sumit I am going to close this chapter.

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