Tuesday, November 28, 2017

I JUST KNEW ! Part 16



            It was the 5th Day in the row …bugging Sanskar calling him and letting him guess why a person is bothering him .By now his questions were becoming a little different ..when ever he picked he never said hello he said “You don’t really have any work , why are you calling me?” .Sometimes it went like “Such a stubborn person you are can’t you talk ”.
Or he used to say “Why on the earth are you wasting your money calling me ? ”

Other times he used to say “I am busy right now sir/ madam .. call me after 1 hour I will entertain you”. And once he said “ I charge only 5$ for an hour you can take me home baby or anywhere you want” I remember couldn’t control my laugh and I dropped the call. This phone call game was becoming fun day by day.



However I dint knew it was going to end this way . I was having lunch, it was Saturday and my phone Rang , I forgot it at the kitchen table.
 Mom said “I am done with my lunch should I get it for you” I said “Sure Ma” before mom could reach the ringtone stopped. However mom handed me my phone. As soon as I got it, there were 3 missed calls from Sanskar and It started ringing again Damn it was Sanskar calling
Mom looked at me as I was not lifting it, I never picked up the call when Sanskar called me back I wondered what would I say to my mom so I just disconnected.
Mom asked “who was it, your phone was ringing from long time you left it in kitchen” I said “some advertisement” and soon Sanskar called again as I completed my lunch this time as I was not looking at my phone mom gave me suspicious look and I felt a little panic and just picked it to spare myself from her question. And walked towards my room .

Sanskar said “So finally you picked, How long you want to play Shreya ?” I was dumbstruck hearing my name. he continued “Shreya you can talk at least, give some sign, a hint that it’s you and not any of your parent who picked the call so that I can proceed”
I gulped and said “Hi..” it was long Hi though I heard him laughing. There was silence for few seconds then
 he said “where are you?”
 I said “Home”
He said “Busy with something”
I said “No”
He said “do you want to talk”
I said “Hmm” after pausing a bit
He said “Can you stop giving single word for every question”
I said “ya”
He laughed again, “You are very funny shreya, I hope there’s no one with you”
I said “No ” This time even I was smiling.
He said “Can I see you, Is it possible for you ? and please elaborate your yes or  no ?”
I said “Yes but not today, day after tomorrow we can.”
He said “Okay I will pick you up let me know when and where”
I said “Are you angry”
He said “Angry for ?”
I said “for my behavior, I just dint understand what to say so I kept calling and am sorry”
He said “Really are you sorry , I thought you are enjoying bugging me , lets meet I want to talk ………directly ..face to face  ”
I said “Okay 1:30 Monday  at my office gate num 3”

He said “done see you then”.and the call was over.


It was like hundreds of butterflies in my stomach I was so confused at the same time wondering how he figured out that it was my number. What will I tell him….I was weird I was lost in my thoughts for hours thinking about meeting him how would I answer him, what all I want to talk and the biggest one what should I wear on Monday !!!!

I JUST KNEW ! Part 15


Aug 7th

I am not sure if I was dreaming…
 I was in my bus partially sleeping gazing out of the window, when the bus halted at a signal A shiny blue color Verna somehow managed to pull through the gap and stood beside our bus I saw a cute Ganesha’s Idol placed at the center of the car, while I was admiring it a hand moved from the steering and adjusted it. I peeped a little more to check may be I found the hands a bit familiar, I could see the jawline and lips, before I could make sure that it was someone I knew the car moved ahead the signal went green, my bus was too slow to chase the car, but I am pretty sure that I saw the car pulling into the campus of Aditya birla and then again it all started.


I couldn’t work much that day. the car, those hands and Aditya birla was all trying to make a few conclusions. While taking the bus in evening I thought to talk to Sumedh I felt he was the only one who could guide me.

I pinged

ME : Hey Brother, WHatsup !!!

There was no response for 15 mins

Sumedh : come to the point, whats now? you never text me from hyd :P you busy IT karmachari.
ME : I felt I saw Sanskar today !
Sumedh : Either open a chapter or close it, stop staring the book.
ME : DO Sanskar own a car. I think he only has a bike.
Sumedh : his Dad has got one I10 ..indica I don’t remember. But whats with the car?
ME : I think I saw him inside a car. But I am not sure.
Sumedh : Sweety he is in hyd, you are in Hyd.You can solve it
    I live in Warangal, How can I tell you about things happening in hyd huhh? Plus I gave you his number, why don’t you call him and ask.
ME: what you want me to ask him “Do you have a car ”
Sumedh : yea copy paste him the same.
ME: Sumedh you are not helping.
SUmedh : Shreya help yourself stop bugging da !


OK I got an answer so with all that enthusiasm I made call to his number. It ringed and ringed, I gathered all my energies to say Hi , this is shreya. But no one lifted the call.

Again I reached home and was determined that I will call him back but, I had a heavy dinner you see Sambhar it makes me eat…eat really more and more, I slept early and had a beautiful dream


In the dream..“There was some offer in KFC which was only given to me as I had a coupon I got a complete bucket of chicken wings free with one burger that I bought, I was so happy but worried if I could eat them all and thought if Sumedh and Sakshi were with me,and soon some one joined me at the table who ate with me and we were smiling at each other ….it was Sanskar.”


I woke up but the dream and thoughts of Sanskar kept lingering my mind, It was all very meaningless, however these thoughts made me happy……

I checked my mobile and then I did a thing – I added Sanskar’s number to my contact list and smiled to myself.

I got a few messages, when I was getting ready to office I checked them packing my stuff ..few were from some friends from office, some from bank, but one which caught my eye was from Sumedh it said.


Sumedh : “Yes He bought a car a month back it’s a Blue Verna and its num is …..”

This text made me feel so positive that I went to my calling list and made a call to sanskar’s Number and it ringed again however this time with  a single ring the phone was lifted it was sanskar’s voice on the other end “Hello ” I was amazed to hear his voice but I kept mum he again enquired “hello who’s on the line?” I was very calm smiling to myself … hindering the one sided conversation my mom called SHreya your tiffin is ready and I cut the call saying nothing.



I left home feeding the devil in my mind, telling it that I can repeat this you really don’t have to say anything, just call him and hear his voice let’s play, let him think that I am some mysterious person… next time too I won’t speak and then I will call him from different numbers wow

While going to office on the way in bus …I went very dramatic and replied to Sumedh


ME: “What in the world would have I done without you brother, I am so thankful to GOD ”

Sumedh : Yes Darling Tatasthu , Did you call/texted him ?

Me: No…… I was wondering what would I say if he ask me why I called him.

Sumedh : You can say you want to meet him … call him talk to him or else soon he’ll married then his wife would be replying to your phone call.

I felt a serious pang in my chest reading this text and wondered may be he is already in relationship by now, like he might have seen other girls and not everyone are as stupid and confused as you are shreya…

            I reached office and again I played the same trick I called him from my desk number and it was again sequence of “Hello, who is this” and I really enjoyed it.




I JUST KNEW ! Part 14

It was early morning and I wasn’t able to sleep from quite some time, I checked my mobile It was displaying - 4:00 AM Aug 2nd and I felt Oh no my holidays are over, I need to leave back to Hyderabad and join office from tomorrow, The same old boring office no idea which new project would have been started and I need to startup all over again with the planning and programming, having a job in IT industry is so pathetic at times, no idea how people manage to continue for years, maybe it’s the salary part that interest me, or maybe not. My manager could have done something to improve my rating this year I could have got a better hike. After so much of hard work we put, no idea what happens at the Appraisal meeting. I keep trying to add my data -list of things I have done for the team, and explaining them, however they win when it’s about convincing.
             All we want is to keep ourselves busy and be it any industry the patterns are always same we can’t stay jobless. We work  just to be occupied and they make us overburdened and then we get little time with our life. Over all there is no work life balance
The alarm started at 6 :00 AM and it halted the saga of thoughts running in my head.
I guess I need to join some classes for peace of mind.  

Day passed too fast, and we packed and left for Hyderabad along with lots of homemade sweets and pickles from aunt Snehal.


As always I felt too lazy to wake up next day, yet I joined office on time concluding the day we had an all hands meeting and it energized us with some appetizers, then.. I left home early taking a sharing cab to home.
 While I was going home I got multiple texts from Sumedh. They were pictures we took at their residence day before, back in Warangal. Haa… it was a fun vocation I thought I scrolled up and found a text which caught my eyes


7689$$8765 – that’s Sanskar mobile number :-P

And I clicked on the number a popup message appeared which said call 7689$$8765 I selected it, My heart started pounding soon and I dropped the call before its status could reach ringing from dialing. Well I had a very little courage to do that I convinced myself.

            Mom was happy to see me early we cooked dinner together, and had a really long chat about many topics and lots of gossips about our other relatives and neighbors. Dad reached home by 9 and I started plating and serving the dinner. Dad spoke about politics, his office work and then they spoke about few distance relatives and matches which they have suggested for me.
I dint find any of the profiles much interesting. 
Dad said “would you like to meet any of them”. I was wondering for an answer and replied “If you are interested dad, I will definitely meet them.”

I checked my messages before leaving to bed there was a missed call from a number as looked in again I felt the number was familiar and soon I checked my call logs and found it was sanskar’s number I wondered May be the call was connected before I could hung.



I gave multiple thoughts on calling back and to tell
“Oops sorry it was a wrong number” ahhh may be that would not sound apt

“Hi I actually got this number from a friend of mine . May I know who is this ” wow
Shreya you got a number without the owner of the number which friend would do that?

“May I know who is this I have a missed call with this number” then he may ask I got a call first ..

“My friend used my phone to ring you I guess” and which friends name are you going to give shreya

After too much of ifs and buts I left the thought of calling back and slept.