Revamp & Restart

Did it ever happen to you that you want to listen to some music and then there are too much noises out side every where .. may be it seem good to others but you are unable to take that one, you just want to indulge in your own music. What do we do in such cases ? We try using head phones and increase the volumes so that we concentrate only to our piece and stay in our own world no matter even if this loud music strikes your ear a little, It seem manageable isn’t it ?

Often when we are depressed with our own set of problems we do the same thing, we close our ears even eyes to anything thats coming our ways …. 

Totally unsure but feels like I am hit by my quarter life crises again ..

 Its been more than 3 months now in this new city, However I am Unable to find friends or a job, yet I stay busy .. not just busy "very busy" ….. certainly for the same reasons as above ….And now I don’t go out of my way to make friends as I always did , It often leads to disappointment, people are so busy or may be not ... Some time I feel as if  people are scared of each other that they have stopped speaking they keep them selves busy with gadgets … gadgets and gadgets everywhere they are  more important than person sitting beside.
I don't know how many of you have noticed but often people don’t react even if the person is trying to speak to them … They just don’t seem to be looking forward , and one person can't  go on hitting the ICE to break silence. 

Anyways Digging too hard into the feeling of why thing not falling in right place I realized that I have really increased the volume of music louder enough to hurt my ears, I need to assure that people who want to explain me things, & help me out are heard properly. and If something consistently irritates us about someone or something , then thats a high point to understand ourself on that particular aspect. Its not always necessary that problem retains on the other end. 

Lets revamp and give things another SHOT ! Well I can’t let circumstances change me :-/ 

Though I have heard too many times the saying “ don’t waste too much time in thinking or else we end up thinking too much and doing nothing “ 

It doesn’t strikes our head while we are actually wasting our time. lol

Cheers

~Garima ~