No idea what's actually not falling in place but all the time it just feels like I am waiting on a platform . a railway platform which is though very crowded but makes me feel I am alone , a platform which is very busy , platform on which numbers of trains are arriving and getting departure people take those, to leave for there destination . I, however am still waiting for my train and its really been a long wait .
So long that it scares me to worst nightmares, making me think if I am late or if I am on the wrong platform and my train had left from some other platform . It feels am loosing my patience by time, and its depressing making me feel further hopeless, will my train ever be coming ?or how much more I need to wait, And what if I board a wrong train in all my frustration.
I am willing to stay with whatever i have and stay happy with patience only if what ever approaches me be the right thing to move on to next. But again who would apart from time can decide if my next step is right. waiting and hoping for the right result is often the toughest thing when you know you have been doing it as long as you can ...
-yet lets bear it !
~ Garima Singh
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